concrete rose chronicles

Bye tumblr ( for now)

No school, no money, no family support, no real connection to my higher power. The last couple of weeks I’ve lost more friends than I can count with two hands.

I can honestly say I’ve never felt so down and alone.

The next 60 days are going to be very challenging. I will have limited contact with the outside world ( no cell phone or laptop). I have the opportunity to write letters and reflect on all the shitty things I’ve tried to avoid for so long. 

I really hope I’m doing the right thing. The people that care about me the most know whats up and support this new lifestyle. 

I wish it wasn’t so lonely at the bottom. 

xo

cg

To all my haters, doubters & ppl who can not speak in “I” statements

I deactivated my Facebook and since I feel the need to express myself online.

To every core group I was involved in at UCSC..

you know who you motherfuckers are

FUCK YOU.

I’m taking care of myself and the people who mean the most to me in the beautiful city of San Francisco. Every day I find something to be grateful about and I am learning to be happy again. I have no regrets of how I have behaved with others who are not significant in my life.

damn that felt great.

xiollove: 420 in Santa Cruz, Califas. (Taken with instagram) Real friendships are hard to find. Every night I would go to your room and we would have girl talk, i miss our talks. I miss you. I can’t go back to the past, but i can focus on the present. Today, I appreciate you and love you. I’m coming back to you, xiomara. Please don’t forget about me and our memories because I cherish them so much. When we are together, nothing can stop us <3

xiollove:

420 in Santa Cruz, Califas. (Taken with instagram)

Real friendships are hard to find. Every night I would go to your room and we would have girl talk, i miss our talks. I miss you. I can’t go back to the past, but i can focus on the present. Today, I appreciate you and love you. I’m coming back to you, xiomara. Please don’t forget about me and our memories because I cherish them so much. When we are together, nothing can stop us <3

If I had the knowledge of self that I have now two years ago, I’d be mentally, spiritually, physically, emotionally, and most likely geographically in a different place.

—Mr. Afrocentric (via thechanelmuse)

(Source: mr-afrocentric, via thechanelmuse)

i hope the outcomes of today do not change my life

For the first eight years of our marriage, [Michelle and I] were paying more in student loans than what we were paying for our mortgage. So we know what this is about.

And we were lucky to land good jobs with a steady income. But we only finished paying off our student loans—check this out, all right, I’m the President of the United States—we only finished paying off our student loans about eight years ago.

—President Obama in North Carolina today on why Congress has to act to prevent interest rates on student loans from doubling (via barackobama)

(via thechanelmuse)